Tabaluga's

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nightmares tbh @avant-garde so I got up.  how are you going ? 

[avant-garde]

@TAB nightmares after horrible, your feeling ok enough after it? I know they leave me unsettled. 

I'm frustrated at people who don't understand the emotional tax you pay when dealing with the police...

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was vampires last night and tonight was in a militia staked out in a giant haystack where couldnt see enemy and kept thinking  had to escape and /or sleep @avant-garde  I dont sleep well at the best of times.

Hmm yeah, dunno. best not to have to  deal with police.

[avant-garde]

@TAB even though we're encouraged to seek help and get justice...

I was told it's not worth finishing the statement because I wasn't willing to go to court. I know going to court would risk my safety and I can't have that.

I don't sleep well either, I find nature sounds help though

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hmm, thats not true, also if you make a report, you need to make sure they actually reported it,I had a situation last year where spoke to someone over the phone who gave me a report number, then I went to local cop shop ok prob not where person on the phone was from and they said there was no report so may as well have not gone there. anyway if you change you mind in 10 years or whatever, always better to make a report now and make sure they actually reported it. @avant-garde 

yeah I got huge over last 6 years with injuries ,being housebound, stopping smoking, age, thyroid problems ok eating like a pig.. so I have sleep apoea and heart fibrillation now, so I never get enough oxygen at anytime of day let alone blocked airway at night. yay.

[avant-garde]

@TAB their notes are on file with a draft statement, they said it's a waste of their time to finish it if I'm not prepared to go to court. She sent me the draft, don't want to look at it though. 

My voice box spasms when I'm anxious that stops me being able to breathe, my lungs are fine though

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okay , well you know what you are okay with doing @avant-garde 

Doesnt sound like much fun re your breathing. Wont go into anymore of my woes.

think might go back to bed now. 

[PeppyPatti]

Disability Support Services ? 

Was that a building on Lord Street years ago or was 

That Social Security ? 

The most distressing thing is having appointments with social Security 

Back in the day when i owned a home - a guy came to rent the house next door. He  was a die hard Social Security employer - been there for years 

Anyway --- he e had a party and invited me. Well i don't drink alcohol but i thought, oh yeah, I'll go. 

 they were all sitting in this very large circle wearing nice clothes sipping in drinks not talking but listening to pretty awful 80s music. So i sat down .......   Had glass of water and then left. 

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Who can benefit from DES?
People with disabilities, injuries, or health conditions:
DES supports individuals in preparing for, finding, and succeeding in a job and career development.
Employers:
DES helps employers hire and support staff with disabilities, providing resources and advice.
Job seekers:
DES providers can help with resume writing, interview skills, job searching, and on-the-job training.
Employers:
DES can help employers find new people for jobs and provide advice on hiring and supporting people with disabilities.

so, same as job network, only supposed to be more help. Which they are Not in my case. bout all they do is get you cut off and make money out of govt @PeppyPatti 

[PeppyPatti]

lunacy.

Nighty night @TAB 

Homework tomorrow......

Will probably spend day in bed but 

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